Beans First Photo Shoot :)

So we went to the Doctor yesterday :) We waited this time, in the past I FrEaK OuT and I am at the Doctor the day I find out, this time we decided to TRUST God.. All the way, I even decided not to take the hormones that are suppose to help prevent the ugly M word. I thought " God is in control and he wants me to have the desires of my heart!" So as we sit there in the quiet uncomfortable room full of equipment the devil is trying to make me question my decision to Trust, I have to constantly tell him to shut up and go away :)..He kept telling me "the Doctor only has bad news" I say "SHUT UP! Not this time"... So of course we sit there for what seems like an eternity and I am wondering why I have pants on...how are they gonna do my ultra sound.. do these people know what they are doing? lol.... I'm like lets get naked already! I am at a new Doctor and HE LET ME KEEP MY PANTS ON!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! That was exciting but then comes the cold gel and the tummy ultra sound...moment of truth PLEASE GOD LET IT BE GOOD ...Fear sets in... I tell it to leave and just as it does he asks if we can see it... a tiny little white blob in a BEAN shaped sac :) Sure enough we can and just as we see it there seems to be another one out of focus on the other side... I think "is that another one????" and Johnnys face says the same thing Doc says with out being questioned " It is to early to tell if there are two so for now we are gonna call it one"... Whoa! Needless to say I cant wait for the next one lol :) He then decides to get a close up :) When he does he gets a very pleased look on his face and he says " Can you see that? Thats the heartbeat, we normally don't see that this early. Look how strong it is, it has a purpose its not just fluttering".... MY BABY HAS A PURPOSE!!!!!!!!!!! :) The Doc is saying "Praise God, God is Good" I'm thinkin "You have no idea!!!!!!!" So I lay there crying feeling like a sap when I look at Johnny holding my hand and he is crying too! It was the most amazing moment of my life... We did it... the name Victoria Faith Confident Conqueror seems more and more fitting everyday!!!!!!!!